De Emancipation of Me..

The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends.  I mean, life is tough!

It takes up a lot of your time.  What do you get at the end of it?

Death!  What’s that. a bonus?

***I think the life cycle is all backwards.

You should die first, get it out of the way.  Then you live in an old folks home.  You get kicked out when you’re too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work.  You work for forty years until you’re young enough to enjoy your retirement.  You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school.   You go to gradeschool, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating… and you finish off as an orgasm!

isn’t it funny?? when u were younger, u so wish dat u were older n once u get 2 de age dat u want
u suddenly want 2 turn back de time n go back 2 where u were

dis year’s birthday..where i’ll b 24 will definitely different from de other birthdays
from the others i’ve had.. weird in a way, if you’d like but i wouldn’t say i didn’t learn anything from it

i did learn a little bit more of myself n my true feelings n i did notice the difference….from now & then

up 2 last year..i still didn’t get trashed like crazy on my birthday..it was more like as if i was trying to make my life smoother on the day i was born…

and yes dis year 2005…not only i stayed sober but i didnt have de slightest intention to go out and party instead i stayed at home all alone… not dat i didnt want  2 b with my friends but i only wanted to have a peace on my own & 2 think..

**and yes.. 2nite will be my big party ever.. in other words: party ’till i drop, literally!!!

hope it will be a pretty "productive" birthday this year….**yeah 2nite!!!** 

and like i said, or rather wrote "i did learn somethings…. from de past"

catch ya’all 2nite!!!

~mwahss!!~